New pictures, new story, new journal....well the journal part isn't so exciting. Anyway I've recently found time to edit the story some of you have heard about and i like the feedback i recieved so I've posted the full version for everyone. Along with this I posted some landscape pictures i really like from a vacation to San Diego...I believe they are of LaJolla Beach, if someone happens to recognize the area and it is indeed not LaJolla, then please let me know and I'll be more than happy to fix it.

I've just been handed the job of writing a rap song for the closing credits of a zombie film a friend of mine is shooting. So if you've got an ideas I'm all ears.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
my middle name is after my dad

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
ill pass on answering this question

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
nobody can read it os i guess thats a plus

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Turkey

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
no

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
knowing myself as i do, no

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
alot

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
yes, but no apendix

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i would, but like hell id jump on my own

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
trix

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
no

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
vanilla, but its gotta have something to go with it

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
the way they dress

14. RED OR PINK?
red

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
my personality

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
somebody important

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
nobody will

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
no shoes and black gym shorts

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
"Wont Let You Donw" by Chamillionaire

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Green

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
none

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my mom

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Football

25. HAIR COLOR?
brown

26. EYE COLOR?
brown

27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
no but im going to need glasses or contacts sooner or later

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
pizza

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
doesnt matter to me

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Hackers

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
red

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter, the summer is hell

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
wouldnt you like to know

34. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
nobody

35. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
everybody

36. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW
Cruel and Unusual by Patrica Cornwell

37. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Wallace and Gromit

38. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
nothing

39. FAVORITE SOUND(S).
storms, music, silence

40. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
The Who

41. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
farthest from home (New York) would be San Diego

42. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
none

43. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Batavia, New York

44. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
i wont get any

What are the chances of you getting the person you like?
a snowballs chance in hell

If you ended up in jail, who would be most likely to end up in there with you?
nobody, i dont believe anybody would go to jail with me

Would you ever get in the passenger seat of a car with someone who's been drinking?
already have

Do you have any friends whose parents will no longer let them hang out with you?
yea, and i hope they go to hell

Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
every day

How many people could you not live without?
theres afew id truely not want to live without

Are you generally a happy person?
no

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
i hvae been but i dont like it

Do you like to make the first move?
i now refuse to make the first move. im not thrilled with the idea of meeting people and if somebody has something to say im not going to coax it out of them. its their responsibility now. im personally tired of having to be the one to but any kind of gear into motion

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
not at all


What are you listening to right now?
"Evening News" by Chamillionaire

Did you go out or stay in last night?
i went out to the powderpuff game to watch the fights but i was home at night

Have you ever fallen asleep while texting someone?
yea

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
No, nobody'd come running

Where will you be in a hour?
right here

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Joe

What is the last movie you watched?
Hackers

Why did you last smile?
i dont know

What's something that made your day?
nothing at all

Have you seen the last person who texted you naked?
no i have not

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
i can say ive never been accused of such a thing

What makes you laugh?
the thought of a person thinking im perfect

Who did you last go out to eat with?
had breakfast with.....Joe, Landen, Waley, Shelby, Ritt, Monika, Manny, Rhys, Elliot, Ivan, and Jacob

Do you collect anything?
yes, i collect books

How's your life lately?
it sucks

What are you doing tomorrow?
working

Have you ever liked someone a lot older than you?
not alot older than me

Do you hate someone?
there is somebody i extrememly dislike

Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
no

Is someone mad at you right now?
i dont know, and i dont care

Hows your heart lately?
it beats

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
probably

Are looks important?
i wont say they dont matter, but they are not everything

Do you think before you speak?
no

Do you have a busy weekend coming up?
no

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?
theres nothing here to stare at

How did you get your last bruise?
no comment

Have you ever fallen for someone older than you?
yes

What are you doing Thursday?
School

Who is your last text message from?
Shelby

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
no

Is anything upsetting you right now?
yes

Are you listening to music right now?
yes i am

What are you thinking right now?
not something i feel comfortable posting on the internet

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
nobody

How many cell phones have you had in your life?
a few

What's the last thing you laughed really hard over?
nothing i can remember

Did your parents spoil you as a child?
i never got shit as a kid

Will this weekend be a good one?
no probably not

What are you excited about?
nothing

Did you have a good birthday this year?
not really

What color shirt are you wearing?
again i will say red

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
nope

Who was driving the last vehicle you were in?
my dad

What are you craving right now?
yogurt

What did you do today that you didn't do yesterday?
had breakfast with the entire senior class at Franklin

Can you fit into your best friend's shoes?
doubt it

How long have you known the person you really want to kiss right now?
a few years i suppose

How much cash do you have at the moment?
none

What brand of shoes did you wear yesterday?
i dont remember

Is there a lighter in your room?
two right now, My Army Airborne Zippo and my friends Brushed Metal Zippo

What is your hair like at the moment?
scragly

How old was the last person you kissed?
no comment

If you could pick the temperature of the outdoors for the rest of your life, what?
id say around 30-35

Do you get along with girls?
not often

Do you think people have misconceptions about you?
sure, but i dont give a fuck

Do you think you'll have the same friends a year from now?
no, ive learned friends dont stay for very long

Were you single on Valentines Day?
yea

When did you last receive money?
i dont remember

Do you want to see somebody right now?
yea

Do you listen to songs when you're down?
yes, a specific genre of music too

How long does it take you to fall asleep at night?
a very long time, sometimes not at all

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
all antural

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
who knows, mistakes are something i make constantly

are you wearing something that belongs to anyone else?
its weird to wear other peoples clothes

What would your name be with the first three letters?
Nat

Who has the exact same phone as you?
both my brothers

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
i cant imagine id be the only person

Have you ever been kissed in a bedroom?
no

Last place you went to that took more than 15 minutes and when?
walmart earlier today

Do you like to cuddle?
i dont know, depends on my mood

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom

Would you ever get a tattoo?
yes

What was the first thing you did this morning?
took a shower

In the next 2 months, what are you looking forward to most?
nothing

Do you open up to a lot of people?
ive opened to a few people, ive still to find out if that was a mistake or not

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
i tink ill be dead in 5 years so marrage plans are poitless for me now arent they

How do you think the year will end for you?
badly

What type of shoes did you wear today?
i dont know

Could you go a day without eating?
more than one

Have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person?
a few times, they get over it

Would you ever date someone who was gorgeous but they had a conceited attitude?
no, never

Where will you be 5 hours from now?
i dont know

What was the last thing that was put in your mouth?
pizza

What are you stressed about?
stuff that is nobodies business

Choose one word to describe the last person you kissed?
no comment

Why is your profile song what it is?
because i like them, why the fuck else would i put it there?

What if the last person you kissed showed up at your door at 3am?
to be honest, id be kinda pissed, 3am is way too fucking early for anything. if ANYONE needs me at 3am id expect a phone call or a text not a visit

If someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say?
ill take the original answer and alter it. one wish

Do you know what songs you want played at your wedding?
at this rate there will never ba any wedding

Is there a place you know you can always go?
into the desert, i know it well enough

What colors are you wearing?
red, black, and white


When and where was your default taken?
i dont even remember what it is

Do you know where your parents were in 1990?
i dont want to know

Whats on your wrist right now?
nothing

Can you live without myspace?
easily

Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
yea

Are you afraid to grow up?
im not too worried about it

Would you call yourself smart?
id confirm that i am not smart

If someone liked you right now what would be the best way to tell you?
id want them to just say something and avoid all the bullshit games some people play, so yea, just a simple "i like you" would suffice

Has anyone upset you in the past week?
very much so

If you only had 30 days to live what would you do?
id say my good byes, have a drink, and end shit on my own terms

Ever kissed someone who was in a relationship?
who knows, if so, then fuck them.

In an effort to get feedback for my story what I'm going to do is this. I've posted the first section, once that section has 10 comments from different people I will post another section of the story. So if you are interested in reading more leave a comment telling me what you think and leave your criticisms. Then once there are the 10 comments I will post up another peice, longer than the first.

I've returned to DeviantART though not with a drawing to share with you. Two friends and I got ourselves into writting a story that has turned into more of a book. It is our intentions to be publishing this in due time with the help of some family friends and our Creative Writing teacher. So just keep your eyes open because there will in time be sections, or maybe the enitre thing, that I will be posting here to get your insights. I do not wish to post the entire things because I'm not very thrilled with the idea of taking our work so if you would like to see the entire thing I will try to find a way to get it to you if you are amoung the people i can trust with it. Everyone else will have to wait and see if we are successful and get it for themselves. Thank you, have a nice day.

OH! And there is a drawing and a painting on the way as well. I just need to get over to Kinkos to scan them since they are on enlarged paper. The first is a pencil drawing of the main character from the video game Timeshift. The second is a water color painting of the Iwo Jim flag raisers from the World War II picture by Rosenthal. Im eager to see your comments seeing that the painting is a new technique my art teacher taught to me.